Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Capitol Tree Lighting - Dec 2008 006

I'm pretty cool because there's a picture of my grandma (actually I called her Nanny) in the Capitol building. Ruby Hawk was in the first chapter of the Texas Silver Haired Legislature.

Stop what you're doing and check this out

I can honestly (and without too much shame) say I'd be looking forward to this movie if it were real. Pure genius.

Monday, December 22, 2008

Opal's after Trail of Lights

Never has spiked Egg Nogg been more looked-forward-to.

Sunday, December 14, 2008

superwife


superwife
Originally uploaded by Matt Hawk in Austin
Today, Cassie..
-took the boys and her Grandma to church to watch my choir sing Christmas music
-took the same group grocery shopping
-took them home and did laundry and cooked Tortilla soup
-decorated her Grandma's house with lights
-came home and finished up our christmas decorations, of which she's done all (they look nice, eh?)

Saturday, December 06, 2008

Ho Ho Ho!


Ho Ho Ho!
Originally uploaded by Matt Hawk in Austin
Took Jilliebean to her school's holiday fair, made some craft ornaments, sang christmas karaoke, and did some shopping. Got a pic with Santa too.

Friday, December 05, 2008

I actually can run in my neighborhood

A perfect 3 and 1/3 mile route that doesn't cross any major roads. Yay, me.

Monday, December 01, 2008

Sunset from the PJordans

Did some more hiking today with the kids before heading home. Did a little bit of work helping Paul load destructed decking into the trailer before catching a glorious sunset from what's left of Paul's patio. Nice.

Sunday, November 30, 2008

McKinney Falls state park

Purty cute.

I took the kiddos camping. Its been fun, but when you go to sleep at 8:15, you tend to wake up at 3. So here I am. We did a lot of walking yesterday and saw some cool stuff, including McKinney's (one of Stephen F Austin's original 200) summer homestead. We had venison sausage and beans for dinner, which was very yummy and cooked on my new Coleman stove. Gonna be scrambling eggs before too long.

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Been a good Turkey Day

Ran the Turkey Trot this morning, albeit slowly (44:10) and Jillian ran the kid's K. Had a spectacular meal out at the Farm and even caught a nap watching the Cowboy game (snoozer). Now, I'm at the last Horns home game of the season listening to them introduce the seniors. Life is good.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Our trip to Walnet Creek Park

I love fall. We may not have leaf peepers coming down to the hill country to see the leaves change, but we've got some mighty pretty country all the same.

Rather than go on a long run this Saturday (just finished the SA Half Marathon last weekend), I took the kiddos and the dog to Walnut Creek Park. We ended up walking around for about an hour and a half, chasing Myles the dog around the trails. It was quite fun. We did have a little adventure though, when Myles took off after a squirrel down a cliff and ended up at the bottom of the creek when we were on a ledge far above. We had to backtrack about an eighth of a mile to where the trail gets down to the creek bed to reunite with him. Then, on the way out of the park, Myles did it again and we lost him for a good 15 minutes, to find him again at the bottom of the creek. Needless to say, we kept a close eye on him the rest of the time there.

Pics below. I was especially perplexed at the dude on the unicycle. Its weird enough to be riding one, but then to ride one in the mountain biking park. Odd indeed.


Thursday, November 20, 2008

Jillian's Thanksgiving Play

Too fun. Afterward, we repaired to her classroom for a cafeteria tday feast. Got some good footage with the mino as well, if it will ever finish transcoding.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Out with Ian


Out with Ian
Originally uploaded by Matt Hawk in Austin
Who is recently back from Japan where he was building the next generation of fembots.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Devil Doggy


Devil Doggy
Originally uploaded by Matt Hawk in Austin
Here's Myles taken with my new phone (this one's got a flash!) the room was completely dark.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Jillian at Shady Grove

She can really lounge. Mad skills, yo.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Foundation Repair Week Upon Us

Foundation repair started on my house on Monday. Very exciting times! At least, when you're paying thousands of dollars for something, it helps to get a little excited about it. Thought I'd share a few pics...

Front Yard with Dirt Extracted

Here's the view from where I park the car. Lot's of dirt dug out of the holes around the house.

My Poor Bushes

They had to move the bushes to continue the holes around the front of the house.

Hole in front of my front door

Here's what's inside the holes. As you can see, they've sunk a pier and added an end cap.

Next step (tomorrow, I'm thinking) is to jack up the foundation and then put spacers in between the end caps and the foundation to hold everything up good and level. Really looking forward to my doors working again and of course not feeling like the house is sinking around me.

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

Not too busy to blog though, are we?.....

God I love the web site this is from:

busier than a one legged man in an ass kicking contest

To be so busy, that you will never finish your job
"There is no way I can finish that too!" "Im busier than a one legged man in an ass kicking contest!"
busier than a one armed paper hanger busy bee fuck busy busy as a fuck busy

So, yeah. Things are heating up right now, as I'm sure they are for everybody. Jillian started 2nd grade and the boys have started pre-k (trust me, there's pressure associated with pre-k). I just realized that because we've signed the kids up for soccer, we'll be up at friggin Wells Branch soccer fields at 5:30 on Wednesday and 6 on Tuesday and Thursday for practice, not to mention games on Saturday. Works not exactly light for either Cassie and I. Football is back (hallelujah...just means there are games to watch :-) ). What's more, we're entering the high season of family birthdays and holidays. There's a little thing called the San Antonio half-marathon in November that I'm currently training for (although I'm doing Marathon-level distances for training runs). I can already see the rest of 2008 starting to pass in a blur. Oddly enough, I'm not worried about getting all the things I need to get done done. If anything, I'm excited about getting it all. Its been a pretty slow, hot, languorous summer for us and I'm stoked at getting things moving.

One of the things I'm most looking forward to getting going is the repairs of the foundations on our house. Let me back up a bit...it turns out that Austin and specifically the little square of Austin that my house sits on is full of a type of soil called Black Gumbo. "Black Gumbo", is a generic term for highly elastic, clay based soils. That means it grows and shrinks a lot based on water in the soil. Last year we had 2x the normal rain fall all summer whereas this year we have 1/4x. So, I live in a house that's slowly sinking into the ground. Check out what happens....

drywall goodness
cracks in ceiling
yuck

Plus, there's other good symptoms like your doors not wanting to close any more.

At any rate, there's a very strong foundation repair business going because of all this. I'm told there are whole subdivisions in North Austin that will have to be redone as soon as they sort out the class action lawsuit against the builder. Live and learn. Repair consists of pushing a peer down deep in the ground, to the load-bearing-strate no less, and resting the edge of your foundation on that. My house is going to get completely encircled in peers. I'll be staying home and monitoring a little of the work and will post some pics. I might as well since I'm spending 10 grand for this lovely home...err...enhancement! If you have the same type of problems, let me know. I've done a whole bunch of research and can point you away from some options.


Saturday, August 30, 2008

Football is back

Having a margarita at Vivo after the game. Life is sweet.

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Friday, August 22, 2008

Sillian Hawk


Sillian Hawk
Originally uploaded by Matt Hawk in Austin
Jill drew the body. The head turned out slightly smaller than to scale.

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Got a new toy

I got a flip mino and took the initial video (below). I'm looking forward to easily recording all kinds of stuff and sharing it. Yay.



Tuesday, June 10, 2008

hot out there


hot out there
Originally uploaded by Matt Hawk in Austin
this is me after running to austin high, doing straight and curves, then running back. its been as high as 97 today. blech!

Friday, June 06, 2008

Why running marathons is like having a baby

  1. You tend to forget how miserable it was after a while and start wanting to do it again
  2. Practicing is the really fun part

So, I signed up the Rogue SA/NY/Chicago Marathon training group. It's a month into it but I haven't exactly been stuck to my couch since Big Sur. 12 miles tomorrow, hopefully followed by a quick dip in ye olde springs of barton. Good times.

chain chain chain

I've been experimenting with one of the suggestions in here . Specifically the one about making a visual progress calendar with flickr. Here it is . I think it's cool. I'm going to put a picture in on the days when I do "good" and by that I mean do my workout and not eat like a pig. It already helped me today on the third day. I very well might have gone to Mike's pub for a burger for lunch instead of going to yoga. Yay me.

Thursday, June 05, 2008

Sunday, May 04, 2008

Big Sur Analysis - Mission Accomplished

The goal was to run faster for the last 10K than the first 20 miles. The first 20 took 4:03:20, about a 12:10 split. The last 6 splits starting after were 12:18, 12:25, 13:32 (last water stop), 11:53, 11:13, and 11:19. And I was able to run strong for the last .6 miles or so. that puts the average of the last 10K somewhere in the 12:05 range.

Now if I could just do something about being SO F%&$ING SLOOOOOOOOOOW, life would be great. :-)

Monday, April 28, 2008

Big Sur is done


Big Sur is done
Originally uploaded by Matt Hawk in Austin
On the plane headed home. Took me 5:23 to finish. What an ass kicker of a course! Never experienced elevation change like that except maybe that trail race at Camp Eagle. Still, I felt I ran a smarter race than either of the first two marathons. I was conservative at the beginning and it allowed me to finish strong. I was pretty much passing people the whole race and a LOT of people at the end. It was an amazing experience. Think I'll do it again when I'm 50 pounds lighter.

Sunday, April 27, 2008

Almost go time


Almost go time
Originally uploaded by Matt Hawk in Austin
Met the bus at 4:15am and rode an hour down to the staging area. Forgot my food, but they had plenty down here. Jeff Galloway is up on the podium talking through race strategy. Pretty stoked!

Saturday, April 26, 2008

FW: Good luck


FW: Good luck
Originally uploaded by Matt Hawk in Austin
Me in front of Dad's temporary place while he rebuilds his house. Big Sur is tomorrow.

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Saturday, April 05, 2008

More shots from Camp Eagle

Actually, now that I think about it, I still haven't written anything about my trip. Needless to say, it was awesome. I brought home a bronze medal! Although I was guaranteed one as one of only three male registrants, I felt it was well deserved as I ran a strong race and came in 4th overall...out of 8. Anyhoo...



Camp Eagle

Eatin tacos in the sun

Missed my window to run this morning so Myles, the kids, and I walked to Taco Shack. Brandon spilled his chocolate milk all over the patio but we did allright otherwise.

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

View from my hotel room in Vegas

Not sure if its showing up in my phone photo, but my balcony looks down on the pool and out towards the strip. Swank!

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

OK, not about running, but this makes me happy

One of my favorite shows is coming back on the air. Yes, I'm a big dork.

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Feelin thirsty

Thursday morning at the butt-early hour of 4:30 AM I ran the HEB loop with Dino and Stephanie. Man, its a lot more fun to run with friends than to run alone!

Saturday AM, I ran the runtex2rogue 20 miler. It was a good run and I think I learned something. I noticed that the pace I could keep at a given pulse gradually eroded. I think it comes down to hydration.

Today, I ran 7 miles, weighing myself before and after. I lost about 2 lbs in the 70 minutes I ran. Since a gallon of water weighs about 8 lbs, I figure I lost a quart of water in about an hour! I'm definitely not drinking enough during my runs to compensate. That's even on a relatively cool morning. Imagine what I need to do on a hot day!

New plan is to try drinking a lot more water, even carrying my water with me in bottles to help measure my intake. I'm going to start with the 20K trail run I'm doing this Saturday. Since it will take me about 2 hours, I'll run with two quart bottles of water and make sure I'm on pace to drink one per hour. A good measurement of success will be if I'm able to maintain a more consistent pace for a given pulse rate. I'll try the same thing one week from Saturday which will be my last long long run before Big Sur.

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Meet Myles, my new running buddy

He just arrived tonight, so no running for a while. Working on some basic training tips like no chewing the towels. He's doing good so far.

Sunday, March 16, 2008

Important (to me) Idea of the Day

Broken lines, broken strings, Broken threads, broken springs,
Broken idols, broken heads, People sleeping in broken beds.
Ain't no use jiving Ain't no use joking
Everything is broken.


from 'Everything is Broken' by Bob Dylan

Brokenness is everywhere. That's a fact. I should know, I fix things for a living. On top of that, I own a house and I am married with 3 kids. There's a lot of stuff in my life that can and does need fixing from time to time including physical objects as well as moods, emotions, and relationships. Hell, there's a lot of my stuff that's broken right this second. I look around and it feels like there's enough broken crap around that I could spend the rest of my life fixing it.

Here's the big idea though. It's ok that a bunch of stuff is broken, well the fixable stuff anyway. Broken things are blessings in disguise. To wit:

  1. Have you ever let something that was broken get on the corner of your nerve and gnaw away until you're really irritated and discouraged and don't even know why? Let me turn it around: have you ever finally fixed something after that period and it turned out to be much easier than you ever thought it would be to fix, to the point where you're a little exasperated that you didn't just fix the damn thing when it first broke? Fixing stuff sets you free from the insidious nature of broken stuff in your life.
  2. There was until recently a problem with my front door. The latch wouldn't pop out and catch the door for what seems now like forever. You could only keep the door closed by locking it. Irritated everybody in the house. I finally fixed it by replacing the mechanism and it makes me happy every time I close the door and the latch keeps the door closed. Fixed stuff (that you fixed, anyway) is more satisfying than stuff that never broke.
  3. You do more to help overall by fixing stuff, because you help foster a culture of fixing stuff. In my case, I'm showing my kids how to fix simple problems by example. This is a skill I hope they will always have in life. Fixing small things can create big changes.
The more I roll this idea around in my head, the more meaning it starts to have for my life. Here are my philosophical outcomes of the ideas above....

  • Accept brokenness as an opportunity and maybe even a blessing
  • If something is broken and its irritating you, FIX IT or at least start working on fixing it.
  • Even small fixes can be greatly satisfying and so are a great start
  • The very process of fixing things will fix you in ways you didn't imagine

That's all I got for now. Getting late. Happy fixing!

Saturday, March 15, 2008

Friday, March 14, 2008

spooky run

Went on a 9-mile ramble around my neighborhood yesterday morning. This was a new kind of craziness for me as I got up at 4, was out the door by 4:30 and back at 6:30 before anyone else in the house was awake. It was also the first time I've gone on a serious run in my neighborhood. The plan was to run down to Walnut Creek Park and do some trail running for the bulk of the run, then head back for about 10 miles. I even broke out my headlamp for the first time since it those trails were going to be so dark.

Here's the thing...  running in an empty park (well, there were some moths) at 5 in the morning is friggin spooky!  I did just under a mile, eventually getting to an empty swimming pool that must be closed for the winter.  Something about the look of the pool contributed to the overall sense of being in a scary movie, so I booked out of the park and did the rest of my run on the road.

I still plan on doing that kind of run again, although hopefully not alone.  It's looking like we're getting a family dog this weekend.  I'm going to lobby for a running buddy....  a big one, preferably with big pointy teeth.

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

I am shamed....a little at least

So Cassie and I argue every once in a while about the footprint my running has on her life. I tend to feel like my watching the kids every Friday night pays for my Saturday morning run. Then again, I also sometimes stay late after work for a running workout. Perhaps she has a point. :-) At any rate, I follow this guy's blog . In the article, he talks about his philosophy that runs must be completed before 7:15AM on weekdays and 9AM on weekend days to ensure he still has family time, doesn't impune too much on the spouse, etc. We're a lot alike in that we both have small children, a full time job, and both are runners.

Here's the critical difference: he has the philosophy while training for the Western States 100! I'm training for a race that's a quarter of that. I am shamed. I better brake out my head lamp and get ready for some early runs. :-)

Saturday, March 08, 2008

First Long Run Since ATT Marathon

Technical details are here

My first workout with the Spring Marathon group. The group is much much smaller than ATT, but there's about the same mix of faster and slower (my speed) runners. Some folks are training for Marathons in the beginning of April (London, Paris) and so were doing 20-22 while the late April marathoners were doing 16-18. Although I'm less than 3 weeks out from ATT, I elected to run 18.

I did see a few familiar faces. Mary and Dee from the Brew Runners were there this morning to run about 6 miles easy. We ran together for a bit and it was good to catch up.

This was the first long run where I've tried to keep my pulse down in the 130-140 range. Man, it was annoyingly slow and I was almost the last person in behind even the 22 milers. Took me 4 hours to run 18 miles. I guess that's ok. If nothing else, I'll get used to being on my feet for a longer period of time. My pace was somewhere in the 11's whereas my ATT Marathon pace was in the high 10's. That's actually good, since long run pace is supposed to be slower.

Other nuggets:

I decided to use the mp3 player, but it had no juice when I first tried to turn it on several miles in. Thankfully, I had some money in my shoe pocket and was able to get a battery at the Walgreen's on 45th and Guadalupe. The woman in front of me in line at Walgreen's was taking forever buying stuff for herself for the Heart of Texas Regatta. Her daughter's team is racing. Brought back old times.

Evidently, Saturday morning at the intramural fields is when the Chinese folks in Austin play softball. Part of the run involved a loop around the inside of the fence of the fields and I ran past at least 4 games/8 teams of all-Chinese softball teams. They could have all been students I guess.

I ran the Mt Bonnell hill about 11 miles into the run! These spring marathoners aren't playing around. The Mac Special is a challenging run. I'm feeling pretty beat as I write this. Gonna make it an early night.

Thursday, March 06, 2008

Snowing in Dallas


Snowing in Dallas
Originally uploaded by Matt Hawk in Austin
Here for a business trip. No jacket. Yay!

Sunday, March 02, 2008

big weekend

Friday - Picked my sister and her friend from the airport, lunch at Veggie Heaven, and explored the UT Art department. Then, picked up the the kiddos for a trip to Whole Foods for Shopping and then to Chick Fil-A for kid food.

Saturday - up at 6:30 for Jillian's first soccer game. She did awesome! I'm so proud of my little athlete! After soccer, we went and saw the Sea Monsters 3d IMAX movie with the kids, then to Freddie's for lunch. Then home, personnel change, and we took Jillian to run the 1K Hawk Hustle. She was pretty tired. Then, out on the town with my sis and her friend for beers, sushi, sake, and more beers.

Sunday - Trail run. Went and explored Walnut Creek park for the first time. Couldn't believe how convenient it is and that I haven't been there until now. Probably didn't do more than 3 miles or so, tho. My run was interrupted painfully by.....erm.....digestive issues. Got back home and it was time to feast again. Met mom at Trudy's for breakfast buffet. Then home for various activities with sis, friend, and kids. Then an airport dropoff followed by a disastrous visit to Veggie Heavan with the boys (you may be wondering why twice in one weekend. I'm hooked on coconut bubble tea...its the sh!t). Then home. I did a 10K erg piece, which I feel got my cardio work in just fine, and then dinner with Cassie's grandma, brother, sister-in-la, and two nieces.

Whew, can't believe I made it through all of that. What's more, I just read my marathon training regimen for Big Sur and there are a LOT of miles in it. In fact, I'm supposed to run 5 tomorrow. I got my stuff together to do a treadmill run tomorrow morning, but now I'm thinking better of it. Better do some yoga instead.

Sleepy time.

Friday, February 29, 2008

First 30 minute erg piece in years

My buddy Jon let me borrow his ergometer for the next 2 months for Big Sur cross training. Did 30 minutes at zone 1. Feels good.

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

at least my photos are getting better

like this one of me and Jillian after the marathon. Looking a little better than the picture of Jillian and me after last year's. Gotta find the bright spots. :-)

Other news.... Just signed up for the 20K trail run at Camp Eagle on March 30th. I'm going to take the kiddos and will meet my father-in-law, brother-in-law, and my two nieces for some camping and general outdoorsiness. The kids have never been camping before. I'm really stoked!

In other other news, in addition to her soccer game (Go Pink Storm!), I signed Jillian up for the 4th annual Hawk Hustle (the kids k) . Thinking about getting some custom "Team Hawk" t-shirts for the extended day of cheering. We'll see.

Sunday, February 24, 2008

Jackson with straw action


Damn Fine Day in Austin

Man, the weather was nice today! Ran about 6 and half miles on the trail ...

http://trail.motionbased.com/trail/invitation/email/accept.mb?senderPk.pkValue=16172&unitSystemPkValue=2&episodePk.pkValue=5040395

Just beautiful! Per my new training principal, kept my pulse between 130 and 140 bpm, which means I was running sloooooooooow. That's ok though, I fet great, had great form, and took in the scenery... flora and fauna ;-) . The hope is that keeping the long runs slow means I'll be able to increase the overall weekly miles and feel less beat up at the same time. I also hope to be able to increase the speed at which I can run and still maintain an optimum heart rate.

Got home and weighed 142. Woo hoo! Now, hopefully I didn't ruin that with my lunch trip to Phil's Ice House where I had beer, cheeseburger, and ice cream. Oh well.

I was thinking on the way down to the trail that I can't wait to get back in to a group training environment. Brew runners rock. Will need to consider my options over the summer to run with those guys if I can swing it.

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

AT&T race report

Good:
  • Parking at my building for free, warming up in my gym, and popping out of my building 5 minutes before the gun went off
  • Finding friends at the start and running the first few miles with them
  • Meeting Lindy for miles 14-20
  • Chad's tailgate at mile 18 or so - next year, I'm definitely stopping for a mimosa
  • Running the last couple of blocks with Jillian
  • Post race canneloni - Cassie made it from scratch
  • I feel better after this marathon than I did after last year's
  • after getting home and having eaten, the scale said 243. Haven't seen 243 in over 5 years.
Not as good:

  • 7 minutes slower than last year. This sucks the big one because I trained way harder this year.
  • slow death over time....started out great, but got slower and slower and slower
  • headache starting at mile 15
  • survival shuffle from mile 20 on
  • seeing the 4:15 group pass by, then the 4:30 group....shit, almost got passed by 4:45
Takeaways

  • Eat more the last two weeks before the race. Don't try to lose weight.
  • Get real about what pace you can actually hold for 26 miles. I don't think its in the 9's even on a good day.
  • It was a tough day for a lot of folks.

Goals for Big Sur
  • Run the last 10K faster than the previous 20 miles

Friday, February 01, 2008

3M recap and diet discovery

Wanted to quickly recap the 3M Marathon. In short, it went really well. We came in at 1:56:03 (Lindy and I) and put together a strong, disciplined race that was a PR by about a minute. I think I probably could have run it faster, but I'm glad I didn't as my real focus is the marathon.

I've been reading this book called Body, Mind and Sport - by John Douillard and one of the suggestions in the book is to eat your largest mean mid-day and de-emphasize breakfast and dinner. I decided to try it this week. I've been eating a pretty light breakfast except when I'm hungry after a run and need a breakfast taco. I eat huge lunches (Hoovers one day and Roaring Fork another day..mmmmmm) and then just a protein shake for lunch. I'm also trying to get to bed by 9, which helps because I start to get hungry :-) . I feel pretty good this week, but the crazy thing is how the pounds are dropping off. I was 244.9 on the scale this morning. I haven't seen that side of 245 in a LONG time. I didn't start this to lose weight, but its definitely having that effect. The weird thing is that its not accompanied by a lot of effort. I'm more going with the natural flow of what my body wants. That this would be so effective flies in the face of a lot of modern 'wisdom' on diet (like 6 meals a day for instance), but that conventional wisdom has never brought me much in the way of results. It has me thinking about next year's marathon and being 30-40 pounds lighter. Can you say eight-minute miles?

The one down side is that I'm a little worried that the weight loss might be killing my glycogen reserves. I'm not hungry during the day and I feel good. I guess we'll see how tomorrow's long run goes. That's usually when you can really tell if you screwed up your diet.

Saturday, January 26, 2008

The night before the 3M half

Everything's pretty much ready to go. Kids are in bed, my gear is all laid out or already in the car. I've read my coach's race advice/plan. Coach Karen always writes up a good plan for us. It really helped me for this race last year. About 6 hours from now, I'll wake up and fix myself some coffee and some malt o' meal (really works well for a pre race meal....for me anyway). I'll probably watch a little sportscenter as I eat and dress, then I'll load some really sleepy kids in the car and drive to my mom's place, stopping at Taco Cabana on the way for their breakfast. After the kids are safely ensconced with their Grandma, I'll head over to pick up Lindy (it's her first ever half....awesome!) and we'll get to the race starting area in time to join my Rogue peeps for a warmup. Weather should be in the 40's. Easily gonna be shorts and long sleeve shirt weather by the time its all said and done.

Running is a good time. Well, actually, there are times during a run that are at least temporarily miserable. But overall, I'm pretty much addicted. I'm going to run until my body won't let me any more. It's not just the running, but its the whole ritual of getting ready the night before, feeling a little nervous, getting up early when the rest of the world is asleep, and then going to battle. The modern world doesn't have a lot of physical challenges. Most of us are sheltered, warm, and well fed. We lack for no physical comforts. We also lose out on a lot of beauty of the world when you're exposed to the elements and your own lack of invincibility. Running gives you a little taste of that back.

Another reason I run is the community. There's nothing like it. No community out there is both so stratified (you are constantly reminded who is faster or slower and how much) yet so collegiate. As a runner, you feel just as much a part of the day as the fastest person out there. Runners delight in sharing the love of running with other runners no matter what their relative speed and skill level are. It's enough to be doing it.

I have some pretty specific goals for tomorrow and I feel like my training and preparation is going to get me there. But, regardless of my race time, I'm going to have a really fun time tomorrow sharing the joy of running a half marathon with Lindy and everyone else out there. I look forward to what the day will bring, even those rollers on Burnet road.

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Longest training run of the season....check

Just got it uploaded.

http://trail.motionbased.com/trail/episode/view.do?episodePk.pkValue=4822890

Was a really good run. I got a late start and so didn't see anyone I normally run with for a good while. Starting at the corner of LAB and Enfield, I got going on MGP. Finally caught up with Brian at about the 8 mile mark and we ran the rest of the way together. I was happy to be able to consistently keep a 9:20 pace all the way to campus, about the 18 mile mark. Oddly enough, although it was the longest run of the season so far, it wasn't the worst. It was nice, especially after the sun came up. I feel a lot more confident now about the Marathon.

Next week is 3M. I'm going to have to run pretty fast to beat my last year's time of 1:57:09. But, I'm confident that I can do it.

Thursday, January 17, 2008

craziness....pure craziness

was going back and reading some of my first posts on this thing. I was really impressed with a 6 mile run at a 12-minute pace. This morning, I did 6.5 at pretty close to a 9-minute pace. That was actually a really easy Thursday workout. Saturday will be the last long training run for the Austin Marathon. It will be 24 miles, which will only be the second time I've run that far, ever. I've done three 20 mile runs and one Marathon before.

One could say things have changed quite a bit since late 2005. I've changed jobs twice, the kids have gotten a lot older, and I've run a Marathon and am about to run another one.

Not only that, but it doesn't seem to be changing, rather increasing. I've just registered for the Big Sur Marathon on April 27th. I'm really looking forward to that one. Should be a fun time with my Dad, and also (it appears) my sister and her boyfriend.